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Name: Beka
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Birthday: 5/24/1977


Interests: Laughing with Beau. He's funnier than me. ELISABETH GRACE. NFL and then NCAA Football. NCAA and then NBA Basketball. The Detroit Tigers. Music. Photography. Writing. Reading.
Expertise: People like me 'cause I'm funny. I'm just not as funny as Beau.
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Friday, May 25, 2007

This is how it ends.

For whatever reason, I'm finding the need to leave a farewell to Xanga.  A formal goodbye.  Closure, if you will.  We've been part of each other's lives for years, and I feel like ending it by just walking away is rather cruel.  So here it is.  Goodbye.

I do need to thank Xanga for all it's been for me.  It's been a venting place, a connecting place, a muse at times.  As this chapter ends (the day after my 30th birthday as the calendar would have it), I feel like I should address a few things and people.

Congratulations, Katie.  This is, for you, a very exciting time.  May those around you be only excited back for you.

Mark, Michelle, Amanda, Joey . . . I miss you terribly.  Xanga gave me the opportunity to learn even more about you than I would have from a million conversations or late nights or bus rides to spring break destinations.  The same can really be said for all of you who write and vent and cry and pour out your hearts here.  But you three--you became so much of my life for a season.  We need to find a way to keep in touch.  Or at least be updated on your days.  Change the world.  You really can do it.

Nicki, Jill, Sarah, Joel, Laura . . . we have ways to keep in touch, and I love that.

Greta, Aaron . . . you are both so lovely, and I miss seeing you whenever I want.

Wendy . . . I always thought you should have joined us for real.  Being a stalker is no real way to live.

My 30th birthday has, if anything, made me more introspective.  At least for a couple of days.  My dad is gone to training in New Mexico to prepare for his year in Iraq as a chaplain with the National Guard.  My daughter will turn two this year.  Aaron and Wendy have a baby on the way and other decisions to make.  Beau and I have been married for nine years next week.  Life moves on.  People walk in and out.  I, for one, am grateful to Xanga for the role that it has played in bringing each of you into it.  You've left marks on more than my photo albums.  And for that, I am more grateful than you can know.

One last thing: No, Xanga.  I won't go Premium.  So stop asking.


Friday, April 13, 2007

Currently Listening
Indiana (with Bonus Disc) - Amazon.com Exclusive
By Jon McLaughlin
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My most treasured possession: my iPod

Okay, so I don't actually have that little guy yet, but I can't wait to open my birthday packages and see him.  Even if it means I'm 30.  I'll take it if an iPod comes along with it. 

As long as the iPod has a little bit of Jon, a lot of Snow Patrol, and a million other treasures tucked in between.  Thank God for music.  And how wonderful to be able to discover it.  Yay for channel surfing and South By Southwest on my lovely DirecTV.

I forgot how much I love live music until I sat cramped into the little space allowed for each person who was lucky enough to be in the Ladies Literary Club on Wednesday night.  Andrew Bird wasn't my favorite, but his talent sure was. 

And then tonight? 

Jon McLaughlin? 
Matt Wertz? 
Heck, yeah, I'll take it.  See you tonight.  Mmm . . .


Friday, February 16, 2007

What is it about Justin Timberlake that gets me?  Seriously.  Each song is better than the one before.  I'm a nerd.

 

(I hear you, Kevin.  I don't think I've ever read anything more true.  Amen, and Praise God.)


Friday, December 01, 2006

If I really gave a damn . . .

 

I would do something. I would be something. More than just talk. More than just printing articles off the internet or Tivoing a special on TV.

Happy World AIDS Day. Happy day to give a damn about something that is killing off whole populations. One child every minute. Too many women--mothers--to count. Women have no rights in Africa--

Wait a minute! Africa? Africa?! Who cares about them, right? They're not even people, are they? Not like we are, anyway. Besides, it's probably best for them to die, because they're nothing to us. Wipe out the whole continent, and let us just forget it ever existed.

Yeah. There's a solution. Except they are. They are something to us. They have to be. Because if they aren't, then we're dangerously close to being nothing ourselves. Besides, they must be something to someone.

Whole families are being wiped off the planet. There are too many funerals to properly mourn even one life lost. There are too many graves to mark. People are being forgotten. It's as if they never even existed. Imagine that.

But I know your name. I hear your pain. I desperately long to draw you into my arms and wake up with you in another world where this agony is just a long-distant nightmare. Where it isn't real. Where it doesn't exist. Oh, God . . . if you were mine.

So Happy World AIDS Day. Happy day to give a damn about people who are nothing to us but everything to someone. The world to someone.


If I really gave a damn . . .

 

I would do something. I would be something. More than just talk. More than just printing articles off the internet or Tivoing a special on TV.

Happy World AIDS Day. Happy day to give a damn about something that is killing off whole populations. One child every minute. Too many women--mothers--to count. Women have no rights in Africa--

Wait a minute! Africa? Africa?! Who cares about them, right? They're not even people, are they? Not like we are, anyway. Besides, it's probably best for them to die, because they're nothing to us. Wipe out the whole continent, and let us just forget it ever existed.

Yeah. There's a solution. Except they are. They are something to us. They have to be. Because if they aren't, then we're dangerously close to being nothing ourselves. Besides, they must be something to someone.

Whole families are being wiped off the planet. There are too many funerals to properly mourn even one life lost. There are too many graves to mark. People are being forgotten. It's as if they never even existed. Imagine that.

But I know your name. I hear your pain. I desperately long to draw you into my arms and wake up with you in another world where this agony is just a long-distant nightmare. Where it isn't real. Where it doesn't exist. Oh, God . . . if you were mine.

So Happy World AIDS Day. Happy day to give a damn about people who are nothing to us but everything to someone. The world to someone.



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